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CAMPAIGN OF AWARENESS

John 15:5

 

I am the vine you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit: apart from me you can do nothing.

 The ripple effect…….. throwing a stone in the calm smooth pond, just to see how far the circles will go before they fade away….Well, have you ever considered 8 stones and tossing them in from 8 different points of the pond and seeing which ones will touch the other?In July of last year, we started working on an Anti-Human trafficking Campaign.  It’s taken a lot of man-hours to prepare and get all things together. Truly, it was like birthing pains for me. I have never received grant money, therefore, it has been a time of learning.  I learned how to work cross culturally, collaborate with 2 organizations and at times, with as many as 10 staff members. I struggled a lot to learn the concepts and dynamics of collaborating. Learning the ins and outs of procedures worried me because I am desperate to make this count.  To be here, to witness the finale these past 3 months and the resulting affects have rendered me speechless.  I can't even begin to describe the magnitude of the work that has already been done. Words cannot describe what I have experienced. I wish words could adequately described my experiences. I have been so profoundly rewarded and blessed after all the birthing pains of working this grant.  Let me add that, I have an incredible team of people that worked on this with me. I need to give them credit they deserve for always coming with me, pouring out their passion and sacrificing time as well.                   Through out the year we visited 8 locations; talked about what human trafficking was, conducted a skit showing human trafficking locally and across boarder. Manzi Daniel Logic sang his heart wrenching song.   Each location we visited, we were rewarded more and more.  People received us, expressing gratitude for our ministry. In these 8 location (schools, orphanages, church’s and community centers) we asked the students/participants to write essays on why they would want to be an ambassadors in this war against human trafficking. We read them, choosing 7 participants from each location to come for a day of training.  As part of the training held April 16, 2016, we asked each participants from those locations to go out into their community and spread the word.  What I was not prepared for was the explosion of events that took place aftewards.  By April 30th 2016 each location had done 2-3 outreaches in their communities. These participants were on fire! We have reached over 3000 people. We continue to ask those that hear our campaign to reach out to 10 people. In doing so, our reach is upwards of 9,000 people in less than a month’s time.  This isn’t even the tip of the iceberg.  Daniel has been blowing up social media, radio and tv spots with his anti-human trafficking song.  This ripple effect is amazing, the students and their teachers that are participating hav such a drive and passion for spreading this word. Most of the students going on holiday are also taking there t shirts home with them and telling people about human trafficking. I may never know every story or conversation, but I do know that a seed planted and well water bears much fruit.  Which leads me into the Women’s retreat I went to April 15-17th. It was about John 15:5.  I love God’s timing in things as I was feeling a little burnt out. He renewed my hope in showing me fruit. The key point is, that I can do nothing with out Him. I serve such a capable God that loves us so much that He shows you when you think you’re in a dry season how incredible humanity can be by the passion for this cause.  Most days I feel like I am not doing enough to make an impact as this monster called human trafficking destroys so many lives.  Yet, I hold on to the hope that this campaign continually reveals to me.  I don’t’ have to rescue everyone. I don't need to be in the trenches all the time. I can be on the side lines watching youth change the landscape in their communities.  All because I first empowered them and allowed God to work in each of there lives. Just as the Lord does to us, He empowers us and lets us bear much fruit.

 

CELEBRATING 10 YEARS OF RAHAB

 

 Rahab Uganda celebrated their 10 year anniversary this year.  It was an incredible evening of 300-invited guest. Amongst those attending were staff, board members past and present, a military general, pastors, and people who supported them in many different aspects and the girls themselves.  The evening was filled with prayers and artist to include a singing group of young men and a woman who wrote and read her poem about Rahab. Please see the poem that is attached and the beauty it holds and just sit back and listen to these young men sing in prefect harmony. The work that Rahab has done was highlighted in honoring those who came and highlighting that Rahab is rooted in the efforts they are doing and looking forward to the next 10 years.

The highlight of my evening was when I went to the loo, I came in and the girls were beyond excited they could not believe that hot water came out of the sink.  I said I know it does.”, they said “No Miss Sarah, really it does,” and had me put my hands under the running water. It is something I take for granted and it’s something that fascinated them.  I really didn’t ever think that the girls at our home are not aware that hot water comes out of sink, as they get water from a boar hole and prior to that they were fetching water and caring it in jerry cans. (20 liter’s over 40 pounds and they carry it on there heads) 

 

                           THIS IS THE POEM THAT WAS READ

 

One Billion and Fifteen Stars

This evening, we’ll become one billion and fifteen stars, Together.
Play double dutch on Venus with all the Rahab girls and women And make garlands of galaxies in their hair,
String their tiny dreams

and big visions into a universe.

Does anyone here play kwepena?
Get a hold of planet Pluto and let’s play.

Does anyone here play omweso?
Let’s teach the Rahab girls the games we used to play long ago, As they teach us how to snap chat
and underline bible verses on our i-phones.

We’ll unfold the billion stars into a Rope.
Swing from the moon to planet Earth Twirl around Jupiter

Waltz with Neptune

We are one billion and fifteen stars We are a universe of opportunities A harvest of moons
That bear no sky

Each star is a diamond, a reflection of each girl here tonight, Of each woman that shed a tear of hop,
e when Rahab was being born
That fed her and clothed her

and sang her songs when she couldn’t sleep,
Because there were many, many, many days and nights When they couldn’t sleep.
When nightmare after nightmare
torment

You and I are a new hope.

One Billion and Fifteen Stars, Poem for Rahab
© Beverley Nambozo Nsengiyunva
We are ice-cream

Without calories
We are a President
That knows his boundaries.

We are bigger than any agenda And deaf to political correctness.

We are one billion and fifteen stars You cannot turn us into an NGO Because there is no strategic plan That can outman and out woman This reality.

We are the public opinion
And the private thought
The prey that never gets caught.

We are Rahab and any meeting filled with doubt has been adjourned We are beginning new meeting with one agenda.
Victory!

We are one billion and fifteen stars.

Do not sleep tonight
But instead lay awake and dream.
Dream of Rahab ten years from now, in 2026
Don’t let tomorrow morning
Rob you like a premature baby
Before you dream that dream makes you gasp in sheer wonder, Of a Rahab , ten years from today.
Do not sleep tonight
But aw awake and dream. 

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Serenes' story

Serena's Determination.....

(This is a long post, but, I promise, it's worth the read. Especially the last paragraph.)

Last year I started a program called Zubiri Project. It involved giving women a chance to own their own business. After a careful selection process, I chose 4 gifted and amazing young ladies; one of whom is Serena. I was concerned about her because, I didn't think she was completely getting the concepts I was trying to teach them. But, out of 20 weeks of coming 2 times a week, Serena had to travel the farthest each time. On top of managing the commute, she had to bring her two month old baby. To get to these classes by 9:00 a.m., Serena had to leave her home by 5:00 a.m. I don't want to hear ANYONE complain about their commute again! Not only did Serena come for these regularly scheduled classes, she also came for special training that lasted 4 days one week and three days the next week!!! Serena continues to push forward and ask questions, meeting with our business teacher.

 

A few weeks ago, we went to a site near her home to rent space for her to start her charcoal selling business. For various reasons, it did not work out. We prayed together over that spot, asking God to be REALLY REALLY clear; please Lord, show me where You want to locate my business. A few days later, Serena called me, telling me that she didn't trust that landlord because he had lied to her. I reminded Serena to pray for guidance and assured her I would too. I didn't want Serena to get discouraged or lose the momentum she had, so we went ahead and opened a bank account for her in preparation for finding that PERFECT spot! Well! don't you know it! God is faithful! Serena found another place to rent! However, the rent was a little more than we originally planned but went ahead and paid 4 months rent. In the process, I took the liberty to provide the landlord with some business advice (!). "Sir, will you drink and eat this money or, will you invest in YOUR future? With this large amount of cash, you could purchase another container." We wrote up a contract which all parties signed. I left Serena with enough money to purchase three bags of charcoal. Serena, always thinking, thought she might do some cooking in her little stall, to differentiate herself from other places that offer charcoal for sale. (Have I mentioned how proud I am of this lady?!) The landlord was all for it! Encouraging her to do it!

 

I departed, promising Serena I would be back in three weeks. Serena called me multiple times throughout those three weeks, not with problems, but with PRAISE REPORTS with how well she was doing!! My heart sang after each exchange. Just last week I traveled to see her, to review her record keeping. What I found was, that she had purchased seven bags of charcoal in three weeks time and had turned a profit; enough to pay ANOTHER two months rent. In an effort to bring attention to her business, she would take small chunks to surrounding business to demonstrate the excellent quality charcoal she had for sale. She now has several business' coming to her to purchase their charcoal from her. One man purchases six buckets of charcoal everyday for his chicken and chips (french fries) business!!

 

I'm on a roll here. Hang in with me for some MORE good news! Serena's husband, Fist (whom we have been praying over), has been respectful and supportive of her efforts. I was concerned at first that as soon as they saw a profit that they would use that to live on, instead of building up a comfortable cushion to make sure the business is a going concern. Fist has proven other than the stereotypical husband in Uganda. God is so good. (Have I said that?! I'm so lucky to see God's hand working here.)

 

This, folks, is the part that has me in tears. After Serena and I paid the landlord some more rent, I asked if we could pray with him. Serena spoke up and said no, he's a Muslim. I was bold and asked if we could pray with him anyway. He agreed. A few days later, he stopped by to see how Serena was doing, confessing that he used to drink and smoke, that he would normally have squandered the rent money on food and drink. HE HAD GIVEN HIS LIFE TO CHRIST!!!!! He declared he is a changed man and has not smoked or drank since he became a Christian. He is working on cleaning up the area where Serena has her stall, chasing off kids that are causing problems. This is a big deal folks, he is widely known in the community, who are all amazed at his transformation. Serena is seeing him at church since she prayed over him. 

 

Sarah Rafts the Nile!

A team from the States was in attendance to train us in aftercare for our staff and volunteers, as well as trained therapists. It was simply beautiful how the Lord brought this training together. I am looking forward to seeing this grow and am praying for a growth in aftercare programs. This was a big answer to prayer. I feel privileged to have witnessed its beginnings.

Our team was able to go to Jinga for the weekend, which was very fortuitous for me as I got to check off an item on my bucket list. I rafted the Nile!! Who gets to say THAT?! Uhhh…..that would be me!! We’re talking Class 5 rapids; the scary stuff. By far the scariest thing I’ve done in my 40’s. Funny, how you have no fear when you are younger, then you become an adult and don’t do crazy things anymore. Well, I blew that out of the water, so to speak! Would I do it again? Hmmm, maybe so, if I could spend more time ON the rapids instead of IN the rapids. Just sayin’!

 

Rahab Uganda

This organization was starting 10 years ago here in Uganda. It is referred to as as an NGO (non-government organization) and operates like a 501(c)3 here in America. Eleven Ugandans saw a need 10 years ago for sexually exploited girls under the age of 18. Rahab was started to meet that need.

Allow me to introduce the Staff:

Annette Kirabira, Director

Allen, Program Manager

Sarah, Center Administrator

Tida, Accountant

Sarah Miles (me!), Volunteer Extraordinaire

Rachelle, Social Worker

2 therapists

I will update this blog with photos for you shortly!

We covet your prayers!

 

BUZZING BUZZING BUZZING


Buzzing Buzzing Buzzing,

            All 20 of the girls are home from school on holiday for 3 weeks. What a wonderful sound that fills the home when they are all there.  I enjoy it most because I get to do arts and crafts and be creative with them. It is a retreat for me, as I love to be creative and hear the buzzing of all the girls as we work. This time they all chimed in and sang worship music and it was so beautiful to hear them all pouring there hearts out to the Lord.  Small conversations are picked out in pockets of girls as they all start talking about the beads and colors they are going to match. And then to hear how they are doing in school and to just hear there desire to know more about a color wheel and how you make a focal point to one bead and accent it with colors.  Next week I will be teaching them how to sew on an applique onto a t-shirt ( so be ready for this final product that will be available for purchase). Then the following week we will learn how to make the tops to the beaded sandals.  This will give them skills using their hands and ways to be creative.

Attached are photos of them making the bracelets and then I added in a photo of a letter I received from one of the girls, Nelly. I like Nelly she is 15 years old, very quiet and this tall tall tall skinny girl. She has the most precious face and heart, please read her letter to me and take time to look up the verses she gave me. I love that she picked them out for me.  John 10:10, Psalms 54:7, Psalms 62:8 and that is Romans 8:28.  She did this letter while she was in school and it meant so much to me that she included me, and prays over me as one of her mothers.  These girls will steal your heart each time and they truly are a blessing to me.  I spend time guarding my heart while I am here because the realities are that people will befriend you for alternative motives of what can they gain out of the relationship, example either money or that if I am at there function or location it is a status quo for them that they have an American friend.  Not these girls, we have come to have a relationship and to have them truly love me and know my love for them is just priceless. It is also amazing to hear her pray over me that I will have enough money, for her to see me in this light is empowering, she doesn’t see me as a money source.  And yes I am crying as I write this blog this week with tears that a mother feels when her child gives her something so beautiful as a picture with kind and loving words.  I have a cork board at home called my Proverbs 31 girl board and I put up quotes and pictures and scripture of encouragement that I read periodically or daily depending on what I need to hear to keep my strength and this letter will be up there.

It’s been a crazy busy week and many challenges as my business person has decided she is not needing to help the cross boarder trafficking ladies anymore and we still have a month left of training. Which God so graciously opened up another door for us. I had a lady come to me who can teach how to make craft beaded bags, so we are turning the project into a business model. I will be the bank and I will loan you the start up capital of making 5 bags and with the products you make you will need to pay me (the bank) back and then keep enough capital to make 5 more. This will teach the ladies how to purchase products to make, how to market them and sell them and it is all done on a small scale so they can learn and grow and make the choice to expand or not. I was really blessed to have this opportunity because it also gives me time to see how they do w/ the knowledge they learned and at a low rate so fi they have challenges and things we have done it low scale.  I love making lemonade out of lemons…

MUM (mom) In Uganda

My MUM, the way they say it in Uganda, it's not Mom it's MUM like the british, she visited me for 3 weeks and we had the time of our lives . My mom was able to live my life for a short period of time and see how amazing Uganda is.We were very blessed to be able to go gorilla trekking.The two of us were hilarious as we tried to maneuver over the jungle floor with two left feet.I can’t tell you how many times we slipped, fell and tried to climb up these amazing jungle floors. Or how important it is to have a porter named Caleb. He was in the middle of us and as he pushed me and pulled mom up these slipper slopes, I can’t imagine what was going through his mind. He was so gracious and kind to my mom and I. He even asked me if it was ok to call her mom.He kept us at a great pace and reminding us to take small steps and go slow. He was truly an angle.I think he has the coolest job he gets to see these gorillas and the excitement of tourists as they take in the beauty of
these amazing creatures.Two things really touched me as we interacted and watched these not so distant relatives (they match us by 98%). Our guide and the other trackers were chopping down some of the jungle so we could see and the Silver back (his name is Masaka) put his family behind him and gave a warning grunt and grabbed the jungle branches and proceeded to recover his family and shield them. It was incredible how protective he was yet allowed us to be near them. Then the other was to watch him as he watched the youngest baby playing with a branch. He was a father watching his child.He did how ever charge at us 2 times to show he was the boss and this was his family, but at no time did I feel threatened.It was fun how as he did this each one of us ladies automatically became submissive and the men in our group freaked out.To watch this silverback protect his family was so touching. So maybe I will ask God to find me a silverback…he he he….
I wish I had better photos of this experience but the jungle is dark and my camera would only use the flash so I didn’t want to upset the big guy.It was truly a bucket list moment in life and I could not have had a better person to share it with than my mom.Who by the way lost her reading glasses during one of our falling moments w/ the gorillas? So when national geographic shows a story about the gorilla that reads with glasses we will all now it was Joann who shared her speaks.
Then we continued on to Queen Elizabeth National park, were I was grateful for the landscapes and a few animals, but the highlight of our safari by far was Murchison falls were we encountered a mama lion and 3 cubs.We took a guided tour with Red Chili and I highly recommend them if you come to Uganda. Incredible company and very well organized. Our driver Noor and guides Andrew at Murchison falls and Simon for the game drive made the trip even more personable. Andrew was fun and silly and very interactive w/ the guests he even took people’s photos for them and made this incredibly hot hike bearable. Simon who’s favorite animal was the wart hogs made us laugh and was adventurist and knowledgeable.We slept w/ hippos grazing each night outside our tent and wart hogs and baboons running around during the day. Truly had fun seeing elephants and giraffe’s and even a leopard turtle, owls and a rhino beetle. There were 7 of us in the vehicle and what a great group, we had a
couple from Sweden, 2 young ladies who are doing internship as dr’s from the Netherlands and Sebastian a young man on a 5 week holiday from Germany. Each of us joked and bonded and just had a great time together. We have all exchanged emails and phone numbers and all will be visiting each other in their home countries.

Then ministry wise my mom got to see our drop in center one day were we had a team from America and how crazy it gets with over 40 people at our center. Then one of the children fell asleep on mom as she sang to her, and then mom got to see the hair dressing class in full swing.She meet the staff of Rahab and every time she did people were so taken back at how strong she was (basically, how young and still active she is) She also got to run around town w/ errands and meetings and networking for upcoming events.She attended one of the business classes and team meetings for the 16-week business course. So she has meet staff and volunteers and a lot of the ladies that we help. The trusties even took her out for tea and so she met one of the ladies that use to be the 1^st lady of Burundi. She made yogurt with me grocery shopped and did my daily life.She even got on a boda boda (motor cycle) and didn’t fall over.She got in a taxi and was a passenger in my car during rush
hour and sat in jam with me.Along the way mom got to fall in love w/ the same people I have and experience the generosity and hospitality that Uganda has to offer.
All in all I think my mom’s time here was good, when I dropped her off at the airport she even said maybe she will be back again to visit me.

16-week business class.

The last 2 weeks have been so rewarding as I sit in on the 16 week business class and therapy sessions with 4 amazing young woman. These women are part of our c cross boarder trafficking project. Each month we have more and more women who come back to Uganda after being rescued from Asia and the Middle East.
There is something so incredibly brilliant about this group of women this time.I wish I could tell u everything about them, but it is one of the hardest parts of my job. I want to brag about them, but yet to do so would cost them more exploitation and I just can’t do it. But I can say that one of the ladies after our very 1^st therapy session had the biggest smile in her face and after I asked her how do you like it, she said “I think I am going to be ok after this.”“I finally have a place I talk about what happened to me my family has no idea what I went through.”It touched my heart to hear her repeat the same thing I have heard many many times from similar ladies I worked with. U think really your hear was touched, and I say yes because I know God is working in ways we can’t even imagine and this girl is seeing his love and light in our 3 hour window of opportunity.
Before the program started I prayed and prayed for God to provide the small group of girls that we could impact and feed into. And many of you too prayed with me for months to bring this all together and now that it is, I see this amazing blessing. Thank you for letting me share prayers and this opportunity with you. I am so grateful for the team that I am working with. I have 2 business ladies and 2 therapists who are working into the lives of these ladies, again a HUGE blessing from God that these ladies are in my life.
Please continue to pray over all as we move forward into the 3^rd week of meeting.

April showers bring May flowers(blessings)

  

I am so excited to report that Ronald, one of the young men I work with has reunited w/ his mother. Last Sunday she had come back from Rwanda for treatment, she has cancer. They met and he shared his life and how he has accepted Christ in his life.  She has welcomed him back home and soon he will return to his family. Please continue to pray as we work slowly to reintroduce him back into the home. It may still not be safe, as the stepfather has done some horrific things.  When Ronald’s mother was 3 months pregnant, the father of Ronald died.  His best friend then ends up marring the mother, but at his gain and a cost. He has taken all the land titles and put them in his name and has treated Ronald w/ both physical and mental abuse, Then Ronald being exploited was just the straw the stepfather needed to completely push him and further secure his properties. So this could be very dangerous for Ronald to go home. He may have to continue his relationship w/ his mother, but not living at home. He is 17 years old.   The praise is Ronald has seen the works our Father is doing in his life since he has accepted him and he is seeing his testimony written out in love by God. I am praying that he can be a voice to other young men who are being trafficked and help restore them.

 

We are gearing up for our Kampala to Entebbe challenge. It is a walk that Rahab puts on each year. I am not sure really the distance they said it is a ½ marathon. But then Google says it is 38.9 kl from Kampala, which could be from the city center.   So we will find out the correct distance.

We have a theme this year it is called IT STARTS WITH ME.. We are going around town asking people if we can take their photos w/ our sign, so far it’s been a challenge. I thought people would be more than willing to raise awareness. It is not so they want money to take their photos and ask us how will they benefit and be taken care of if they participate. We had people asking us to pay their children’s school fees and give them money. I was really taken back by it. In America we are willing to help out and jump in for any cause. 

 

 

 

I have really been praying and reflecting on this day that Sam our marketing volunteer and I had while talking w/ strangers on the streets. Sam and I both saw the local countrymen and were blown away by the wiliness to get paid to help out. I have noticed more and more this time being here that people don’t just help u out. I got stuck in a hole w/ my front tire of my car and it took 9 guys to help me (they had to lift the front end of a Land Rover) and each one of them expected money from me. I was blown away I was like what happened to just helping someone out. What happened to just helping your local neighbor and friend or stranger on the street?   It really bothered me and brings such sadness to me. And then yet you find a person on the street who is so companionate and willing to show u were a store is or point u in the right direction. Such extremes.

But we didn’t let the devil win, we continued on and spoke w/ a few people that did let us each has an amazing story of how they are connected in some way of trafficking. My friend Brian almost left to Dubai and later after me refusing to let him go he found out he would have been trafficked, Faith was trafficked for labor trafficking and was lucky to return w/in days of getting there.  Rose who happen to be at the GO TV stand and whom I had met months earlier when I purchased my cable box, was sitting w/ 2 gentlemen whom both felt the grass was greener on the other side until we spoke about trafficking and both have said that they will really reconsider.

 

Updates w/ the beads please let me share the success of the ladies they are learning and perfecting and soon we should be able to start marketing them and trying to get a buyer to purchase them. I have seen some new styles in the market so we need to be quick and trend w/ the market.  It is a bit challenging but we will be ok, most of the shoes are imported from Kenya. All the touristy trinkets that people buy are not made in Uganda they are made in Kenya in huge factories.  Uganda imports billions of dollars each year to sell to tourists.  There are small amounts of local people making crafts compared to what is imported. I am hoping we can cut the costs down by supporting local businesses. We are also up against getting beads because there is no demand and so no supplies. Making beads limited. I will need to get my beads from Kenya. So we will work out the cost effective way to do things. But a quick 3 day trip to Nairobi may be in the works so I can work w/ suppliers and get beads. Then we would just order after that but need to make the relationships and see all they have to offer. I love the world market.  I am also friends w/ a lady who goes to India to purchase her beads for wedding dresses so I will have her bring back some from India when she goes and gets her supplies.  It is fun to be a bigger part of the world market and to build those relationships and to tell people about human trafficking it is one more way to bring awareness.

 

I spent a few days out at the home while the girls are home on holiday break; we have been making paper beads. What we are working on is a scripture bracelet, we took the scripture of Rahab in the bible and cut out each verse and made a paper bead with it. We will be making bracelets in August on there next holiday w/ the paper scripture beads.  It’s fun working w/ teenagers and doing crafts, I am a perfectionist and so I am learning to just enjoy the time w/ the girls and the fellowship we have.  I love how God works on Tuesday I was playing worship music and told the girls I would bring my lap top on Thursday and they can see the video to EVERYTHING by Lifehouse.  So no Thursday I get ot the home and Alex our youth pastor was there working with the girls. So I said oh do you mind I wanted to show them this video it’s only 6 min long.  He was hesitant at 1st but I said I promise it is a life changer for so many people. I didn’t want to spoil what it was about asi feel that each person needs to see if and allow the Holy Spirit to work on them. So I showed the video and he was like oh my gosh we are doing Luke 15:11 The Parable of the lost son. If u have not seen this video please go to utube and find it. It shows how a young woman stepped away from God and bought into sin of the world and how she came back to God and how he fought for her.  It’s beautiful.  The girls enjoyed it. 

 

Here is our new Center equipped w/ a small family of monkeys. I have actually only seen them once. I think once we moved it they were like,”Ok there family is a lot bigger than ours,” and “We need a bit more quietness w/ the little ones.”  

Actually the center is so nice and quiet and u just feel the goodness of the new place and the shifting in the girls they are in such a better place. I love how God provided such a safe haven in the middle of the chaos.

 

11 days and my Mom will be coming to visit. I am really excited to show her Africa and the ministry. It will be such a blessing to have her here. Please pray and consider coming and seeing the work we are doing. The girls are so amazing and just love the visits from our families and friends. Each time I see them they ask how many more days until she is coming.  What are you gifted in? do you a passion for nutrition or health, can you teach the girls how to crochet or sew? Is there a business person out there or just want to come and love on some amazing women/girls for a week or two.  We had a group that one of the guys came and he was dancing w/ the girls teaching them how to swing and 2 step and they all were just glowing. They need the healthy relationship that, that brings.  Do you have a heart to do morning devotionals or the love of Jesus and want to share your story w/ the girls we would love love love to have u come over.

Sandals n NO doubt

Updates: Ladies at the center: We are at 25 girls coming to the drop in center and growing every day. We will be doing two activities during the next 3 months. We have one of the ladies Jennifer who has given up sexually exploiting herself and is trying to make ends meet, she has a 7 month old daughter and was really struggling, we were able to help her with giving some food for suppers and the baby. When we sat down with her we learned that she makes the beaded work for sandals. She only gets 1000 shillings per pair that is .34 cents. We have asked her to teach the girls at the center and what we will do is start a co-op of women who can come together w/ this product and we work together at selling to the wholesale market. As well as give her a little something for teaching a few classes, showing her that her skills can be taught to others. We will see were this leads us and may start making sandals ourselves.  This is just a little something the women can do to gain a little bit of income.  It’s not much, but it’s a start and something to add on as a second job. We will also be making crochet rugs from scraps of fabric; we see this as a means of extra income as well. 

Cross boarder trafficked ladies:

We were awarded a scholarship to pay for 5 girls from cross boarder trafficking to start our 16 week business course, please come a long side of in prayer as we raise the additional funds for teachers and a therapist to come in and work in the training. We are hoping to start and offer it for 10 girls.

We are taking our annual ½ marathon walk and turning it into a 10k that use to be a small event and taking it to the level of a huge annual event.  We are going to be asking a huge corporation to take on the event, please pray as we do a proposal and present this week. We will also do it during the month of July that is Anti Human awareness month in Uganda and use it as a huge campaign of awareness.  Please pray w/ us as we invite the color run and a bank to take on the event.

 

 

 

But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.

 

When I read and re-read this verse over and over I think, WOW, don’t be a wave anymore and what does that look like? . And I think I am the wave at times and I feel like I’m on a wave most of the time. I am not going to lie about it, I think that w/ all the needs and the struggles that I see on a daily basis some days I am not joking I am like GOD I have no idea how your going to do this. I doubt my abilities and I sometimes roll that over to how do I describe it, it’s like your cocking your head sideways and looking at God w/ this face of like really how are you going to do this.  Because God right now I have prayed and cried and prayed and cried and I have been on my knees and I hear all the struggles AND the need for your LOVE to pour out onto the broken world I work in.  I also think that the wave of emotions that I am challenged with, are another wave that can set you into a doubt, one day your celebrating a huge proposal that went through and realizing that the last year of traveling and networking just made your aha moment of that is why you had me there moment. And then the next moment your at the bottom of the wave and hitting the ocean floor because you just spent an hour w/ a trafficked victim and hearing his story. I get to this place of disbelieve of the WORLD and then its this moment of silence and you think GOD how how how are we doing to do this.  God loves me so much he’s like honey just wait I have a plan…. You don’t see it, your in the middle of the fire and just hold on it’s coming. And then these incredible God moments happen and you see lives being changed around you and people choosing GOD and ending the last 7 years of selling yourself on the streets and you hear a testimony of how “I cried out to God and I said I will not return I completely give up my past life and God I am trusting you for everything.”  Just to hear an echo of your own cry to God years past and this WAVE of his love rushes over you and your like he has kept his promise he has taken care of everything you needed. And the prayer you just prayed over this woman is true and he will do the same for her.  And it’s like this one verse makes since because you have been that wave and doubted and yet you have been able to see time and time again his incredible provisions.  I say thank you LORD for the mustard seed, because you new in creating me I was going to stumble and have doubts. SO I say all of this because I want to be real and transparent and honest. To me when I can be as real w/ God and say this is me and I do this, then it’s then that my faith grows and I see how much deeper I have gone w/ him in this relationship.  My prayer life gets stronger and more refined as these moments happen.  You see most of January and part of February it was spiritual warfare here w/ in the ministry. We were seriously under attack, I just keep saying guys the devil is mad, I think it must be that we are going to have an incredible year because we are in the storm.  We are not fully out of it yet, but again as I see God’s works and blessings I am renewed and made to really stop looking at that word DOUBT and start looking at the face of my savior.  He has completely ROCKED my world. 

 

I also have found a new church community and feel that they are and incredible family. It is a smaller church and called Freedom Church and are based out of the UK. I listened to the pastor today and all I could think about was Jeff Lucas. (a uk pastor who teaches at Timberline church)  The leaders of the church work with street children and have come in to do some discipleship with our girls at the center and it’s been a wonderful journey to watch. 

July 2014

 

July 2014

 

The last couple of months have been incredibly amazing. 

In May I was able to go to Dearborn Michigan and work with in a Muslim community teaching English as a 2nd language to Muslim women. It was a really neat experience and I had a great connection with the woman that I worked with.  We started talking in class about the restaurants that we went to were Lebanese. And then talked about recipes and so then they brought me breakfast one morning and it was incredible. They had this dish that was like a 20 inch pizza pan and they made this croissant/filo dough bread. It was sooooo good w/ honey on it and Chai tea that is like the African tea I drink. We worked the week a long side of a young man who had recently converted from Muslim to Christianity and to see and hear his transformation and love for God was amazing. He was so on fire about forgiveness, it stuck in my mind that we are forgiven and to hear him talk about the Islamic faith and said that they never forgive; they are not ever taught how to forgive and are always angry at each other. It really hit me

Then June was starting my new internship with Help International. I am so blessed to be working with a Christian organization that is so giving and loving both to our own community and the world. The director Jean Kaye has taken me under her wing and just loved on me.  It was God’s perfect timing to work with her and to partner together as we look forward to my time in Uganda. She is working in Uganda and they have a school that supports 500 children. What a blessing.

And then in the late part of June I went back to New Bern NC for a training called Hands that Heal. It was a really good training on self care for caregivers of trafficked persons and also a great biblical backing on how to work with girls. It was emotionally challenging and I think sometimes we get desensitized and then you go to training like this and it brings so much to the surface on how big this monster is. I felt very overwhelmed and was so ready to not take a step forward anymore. It can be very big at times, then it was the best place to find the encouragement that others feel how overwhelmingly large this is to.  It also makes me realize how important it is to educate people and allow God to move the mountains.

The UPDATES and looking forward

I will be going to Greece in September for a few weeks to train with a lady who does outreaches in the brothels of Athens. I will then just head on to Uganda from Greece and so will be there by October 1st.

Funding I am currently funded for 18 months of the 24 months. PRAISES…….. so excited to see God’s hand in this. Still need monthly partnerships.

 

Prayer Partnerships Needed.

One of missionary’s biggest needs is to rely on God’s word and be covered in prayer…. We all hear a calling from God may it be here locally in your community or abroad in a country far from where you grew up. We rely on him to provide us guidance and provisions and to be filled with the Holy Spirit each day.  But the biggest thing we need is the covering of prayer. I can get through anything as I rest at his feet and wait upon the Lord. But to have a prayer team is impactful.  This next journey to Uganda will be different from the last visits I have had, I will be there for 2 years and working day in and day out in a ministry that is pretty taxing, and it is affecting both me and the girls I work with.  Most days I feel overwhelmed by how big human trafficking has become and how many people in our world are devastated by this.  The brokenness of these girls is heartbreaking and each day I will be covering myself w/ the armor of God and praying that the Holy Spirit guides me as I give the Love that Jesus has called me to give. Please consider being a prayer partner or intercessor for me.

My thought was that if I could ask for someone to cover me one day a week. Example you can take Monday and each week you pray on that day.  I also will have a prayer email go out each month and it will have prayer points.  If you would like to be a prayer partner please email me at smiles970@gmail.com .